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god is your subconscious

by As the Sky Melts

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narrow 02:55
reach out the hands that see to wade among the opaque deafening listen above the heart to sense impending chemical reactions panicked confusion bleeds to subtle loathing within and without condemned ambience bleeds to inner turmoil mirrored reflections this suspended limbo of waiting and dying this vantage point is black so there’s nothing here this pale sensitive draining lungs of breath this curled fear exhausting mind of will inverted eyes and relentless vertigo nausea awakens violent means only moved by tempest pressures innocuous against self-actualization forces culled from within the black knowing not where they lead and ignorant of their reasons every shadow has its ‘promise’ confinement makes fools of beggars so narrow is this implosion
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eye sea 02:31
this burning sensation makes no sense i am underwater yet my head is on fire it acts as a lantern, a painful beacon to shed new light on these circumstances i see now that the nails on my hands have receded from the almost constant scratching of my skin but it’s hard to feel anything when all you feel is the surrounding tension of perpetual fear i see now that my vertebrae are bending out of shape from the almost constant shriveling of my spine but it’s hard to chase anything more than the security of depression when all you know is shame i see now it was self-inflicted i see now it was cold ignorance i see now it was self-inflicted displacing choice with acceptance fell to inertia optics shift towards understanding direction as pockets of escaped air make their way upwards each exhale brings equilibrium but it also sacrifices what is left now i see and so i move now i see and so i move now i see and so i move now i move and so i fly
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momentum/ 03:16
upwards through resistant membrane all voices tell of turning back but retreating is not an option when one wills towards all-peace and tasting god but taste is such a three dimensional word i long for post-human and out of sight either way i scramble and climb or so i attribute any sort of movement as upward and positive my burning ocean mind still a detriment as waves of hyperventilating or choking still stall my momentum water is a weight i cannot shake and therefore struggle with every stroke i’m forgetting congruity and synergy my memory was always my enemy but subtle reminders of encompassing force whisper to my limbs the strength in resonance but every now and again i halt all progress to bask in the temporary fallacy of immortal sin fingers stretching as if life depended on them to touch the surface of ignorant but wise and thoughtful opening oh but to touch just a glimmer of what i seek upon pale skin the light of everlasting peace i gaze throughout the field of enigmatic energy i’m finding pieces of the whole never separated
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\moment 02:14
i imagine the future of the sudden rush of inhaling the moment i burst from the ocean and into the sky: the air will taste of energy and passion awakens at every moment as i see myself tethered to all creations desire is left to the depths as it thorns all connections and bleeds all attachments samsara will cling to suffering as the cycle breeds its last offspring in the season of shedding time entwines itself amongst the detritus of dimensions that succumb to the revalation the vacuum-fluctuation of the sub-conscious insinuates the irony of god the one vibrational, mono-syllabic, inter-dimensional, memory-transcending ohm sweeping and enveloping is the current of electromagnetism coursing throughout the aether and the instant my skin intrudes upon this grand sensation of radical conciliation it ceases to be soul transcends the body only one
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eye know 03:19
i reckon my suspicions and consider all my frailties for perspective echos what is feared and huddled weakness blinds the eye dreams comprise of memory and belief so every thought is consequential for worldviews are windows to the soul and the mind abides by reciprocity willing severance of impulsion and the steady atrophy of compulsion unmitigated detachment from transitory attachments unfiltered acceptance of all and unfettered adaption to change the wisdom of the worm’s-eye view and the beauty of the panoramic desire is the death of satisfaction fear and loss are but hallucinations strive on with awareness there’s nowhere to go cause you’ve already arrived the journey is the destination and the only moments are now mind creates reality and god is your subconscious
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open 02:08
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released August 11, 2022

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